“We Are All Sick in Our Own Way”
In April 2015 Elder Renland (then a Seventy) tells of two women who after South African apartheid ended, “black and white members of the Church were permitted to attend church together. For many, the equality of interaction between the races was new and challenging. One time, as Julia and Thoba attended church, they felt they were treated less kindly by some white members. As they left, Thoba complained bitterly to her mother. Julia listened calmly until Thoba had vented her frustration. Then Julia said, ‘Oh, Thoba, the Church is like a big hospital, and we are all sick in our own way. We come to church to be helped.’”
How to react to someone who has been offended? We can feel righteous indignation and commiserate, we can dismiss it out of hand, or we can change our perspective and do what Julia did: give people room to learn and grow and come to terms with their own spiritual struggles.
Offenses and the spiritual pain they inflict are real. Some may be unintentional, done in ignorance or small-mindedness. Some may be small, others compounding, some egregious and harmful to our spiritual well-being. How do we deal with the pain around us? How do we deal with our own hurt?
Once a home teacher came to our home (without his partner, which may have ameliorated the offense) and talked to my husband all through the visit, even though I was sitting right next to my husband. This representative of the Church never made eye contact with me, never addressed his questions to me about how things were going, never even noticed I was in the room. At that point in time, I was dealing with other hurts and the perceived slights of sexism, so I was particularly offended by his neglect.
But I got over it. With time, I could see how we are all feeble instruments in building up Zion – people full of cultural baggage and biases, and this neighbor was no different. “We are all sick in our own way.”
It took time and learned patience with my neighbor to get over the offense. And when I came to see that my causes to be offended were not nearly as large as others, I could reach out as well. To the sister down the road who was abandoned by her husband and felt she could not face the “judgment” in the eyes of others, or the neighbor who was told his chronic depression was a sign he wasn’t living the gospel, or other members of the ward with similar issues and problems – these offenses were far larger, and my own concerns seemed trivial.
We go to church to be helped. Alma’s admonition about what it means to be baptized comes to mind – a proactive reaching out to those who are mourning, needing comfort, need burdens lightened (Mosiah 18: 9-13).
And the results of this covenant of baptism are especially worth noting: “That he may pour out his Spirit more abundantly upon you” (vs. 10). The Holy Spirit is the healing balm, the reason we can overcome our offenses and have patience with those who may be the cause of our offense. The ultimate objective after all, is so that like Alma’s people, “there was no contention one with another but that they should look forward with one eye, having one faith and one baptism, having their hearts knit together in unity and in love one towards another.”
Maybe we need to remember that this baptismal covenant works for unity among all the Saints of God. Maybe the best way to overcome offense is the reliance on the Holy Ghost found through our baptismal covenant. In that regard, we go to the “hospital” of the church, taking the sacrament, striving for understanding and forgiveness, and receiving the healing balm of the Holy Ghost.
We all need forgiveness and we all need patience – both for the offender as well as the offended. As Elder Renlund concluded,
“If we do not give others the opportunity to change at their own pace, we are simply pretending to be Latter-day Saints”